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2 months.

Sun, 03 Mar 2013 01:20:17 -0800

hey rich. it’s been 2 months since so many of your friends’ lives were changed. its weird, but i haven’t gone 1 day not thinking about you homie. i feel like we never left with a good note. i realized i used you a lot for what you knew and what could benefit me, even though we did hang out and talk a lot. i wish i could’ve been a better friend. it’s weird to think how much i actually remember the small things we used to do before you went off to be with God. it sucks thinking about how you’re gone man. whenever i see your fb wall or our old conversations it reminds me of how much i really do miss you. when we played survival on cod modernwarfare3. when you’d always make me food even though you barely had enough to last you through the week. when we’d have rap battles in the car rides up north or to connexion. when we’d pretend to fight and yell and just laugh it off. when you’d do your rendition of dubstep. when you would give me a hug. when you’d say, “bro i love you man”. when you’d say “doooooooooooood”. when you’d laugh at my dumb jokes. when you’d show me awesome songs. when you would reassure me that i am a unique person with capabilities to do many things. i’ve been having a hard time without you rich. i subconsciously blame God for you being gone. I feel like i have to protect myself from losing more people and put up a wall of lies and no trust. you would always hang out with me man. even 2 months later it’s such a touchy subject to talk about how you left. but don’t worry richard, i’m trying my best to bounce back up. i know you’re with God and that pleases me to know you’re doing well. i’m going to work on my relationship with God. it’s really rocky right now but i’m trying rich. i’ve been trying to go to connexion like i promised you… but i think i might be switchin churches so kenny said maybe i should not come… lol but yeah man. i’m gonna get close to God and i’ll see you again. and no, it’s not just to see you man, thats a bonus. i’m doing this for myself. but yeah rich, you influenced my life so much. i love you man. just keep lookin down and give me those gentle nudges towards the right path. you’ll never be forgotten by me.

i'll miss you rich...

Tue, 08 Jan 2013 21:40:34 -0800

i'll miss you rich...

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Sat, 02 Jun 2012 06:42:29 -0700

catvengers.

Thu, 31 May 2012 12:49:37 -0700

catvengers.

hm.

Thu, 31 May 2012 01:32:48 -0700

at the end of the day words of affirmation are only words.

THE BURIED LIFE: 20 Things I Should Have Known at 20.

Tue, 29 May 2012 17:01:11 -0700

THE BURIED LIFE: 20 Things I Should Have Known at 20. :

theburiedlife:

1. The world is trying to keep you stupid. From bank fees to interest rates to miracle diets, people who are not educated are easier to get money from and easier to lead. Educate yourself as much as possible for wealth, independence, and happiness.

2. Do not have faith in institutions to…

white flag.

Fri, 25 May 2012 01:27:59 -0700

white flag.

moment.

Mon, 21 May 2012 00:59:05 -0700

the moment when the week can’t suck anymore and you don’t know who you can trust enough to tell.

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Sun, 13 May 2012 21:42:40 -0700

panic attack.

Thu, 10 May 2012 10:59:02 -0700

Epiphany.

Sun, 22 Apr 2012 23:57:00 -0700

i’m trying to study for my midterm but it’s not really working… something over the week has hindered me a lot leading me to do stupid things, say stupid things, and act reckless. Yet during my times i feel even more unworthy, God awakens me letting me know he’s with me. overwhelming me with the feeling of love. this sounds so clique but really, we are seen so purely in God’s eyes. Ask for forgiven and it’s already given to you… try your best to avoid it but when you do fail, God’s there to grab our hands and help us back up. so what does this mean? if our brothers and sisters fail us do we leave them in a ditch? i have realized though people may do me wrong and i may say stupid stuff and not think about my actions… i still gotta love them. For how am I gonna give that person crap if God takes on my crap daily, hourly, minutely, secondly… God is my crutch, and right now i need to start learning how to use it instead of walking on my own broken foot..

Deuteronomy 31:6

“Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the LORD your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you.”

Joshua 1:9

“Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged, for the LORD your God will be with you wherever you go.”

Thank You.

Wed, 18 Apr 2012 03:12:16 -0700

Thank You.

E.I.M.B.H: Blows my mind

Wed, 18 Apr 2012 03:10:58 -0700

E.I.M.B.H: Blows my mind:

chriischoi:

Everything was a mess from the very beginning; I was in pain. I felt disrespected. I felt like I’ve failed. I felt like I’ve lost the trust in people whom I trusted with my whole heart. I couldn’t see the benefit of going through all this. Frankly, I have had moments of doubts and moments of…

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Tue, 17 Apr 2012 01:30:11 -0700

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Wed, 11 Apr 2012 00:35:10 -0700

premature ventricular contractions.

Tue, 10 Apr 2012 01:09:14 -0700

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Sun, 08 Apr 2012 03:09:10 -0700

personality.

Sun, 08 Apr 2012 03:00:51 -0700

today i learned something interesting. you need to be careful of the decisions you make. one bad mistake can ruin the way people see you, your opportunities. to take it a step further. how do you want to be seen as? what are you even doing with your life? today someone rightfully judged me based on my actions and there was no excuse or explanation good enough to take that away. apparently “experiences are just what we call our mistakes”. but really thinking about it. do i want people seeing me as a bad guy? because i know i’m not. and what would God see from me? Genuine transparency through God’s love. I want to pursue in that more.. i’ve been slipping but its time to get more serious. and when it comes to those significant other type of feeling. well thats not my priority. Focus on God and things will just end up working. At the end of the day I am not defeated, but hopeful.

Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more than food, and the body more than clothes? Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they? Can any one of you by worrying add a single hour to your life^?“And why do you worry about clothes? See how the flowers of the field grow. They do not labor or spin. Yet I tell you that not even Solomon in all his splendor was dressed like one of these. If that is how God clothes the grass of the field, which is here today and tomorrow is thrown into the fire, will he not much more clothe you—you of little faith? So do not worry, saying, ‘What shall we eat?’ or ‘What shall we drink?’ or ‘What shall we wear?’ For the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them. But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own. (Matthew 6:25-34)

From My Friend.

Thu, 05 Apr 2012 03:28:00 -0700

Lust————>Chastity

Gluttony——->Temperance

Greed———->Charity

Sloth————>Diligence

Wrath———->Patience

Envy————>Kindness

Pride———->Humility

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